Slave

I've been a slave to you for years
I've grown so attached to you, I feel empty without you.
Is it an addiction?  I asked myself
I say to myself, "I can stop this when I want" , but subconsciously find myself doing it again . My brain seems stimulated when it's you, I feel a little part of me elevate like I've got cocaine running in my veins.
Any time it's you, I tell myself I wasn't find myself with you any more, "I can do without you" I say, " you won't be my addiction " I add....but then again,  the next day I'm right back with you again, sharing sensational moments with you, I feel like only you get me, I'm stress-free with you, and I always seem stressed without you.
Are you my addiction? Hell yes! You are, as much as I hate to admit it,you are and I don't regret anything with you. I only hate that I've been a slave to you which is rather ironic, how do I feel freedom in this life when I'm bonded as a slave to you?